Saturday, April 11, 2009

Last Gasp

I believe that this will be my last blog. I started this at the urging of my family, but I never seem to have anything of importance to say. I have done blogs on my dogs, but if people didn't know them the blogs would not be very interesting. I think those blogs have ended up in outer computer cyberspace never to be heard of again. Since then, I have had very little to say. My life is not one which has many exciting or interesting occurrences.
I wake up in the middle of the night and my brain travels thousands of miles per minute and I think that perhaps when morning comes that I will remember those brain waves and write them down. However, nothing is there. I have thought about this blog, but as usual nothing remains of my thoughts.
I often wonder if I am where I should be. There are places that I feel I don't belong. Church is one of them. The activities in the ward are supposedly for everyone, but the singles always seem to get left out. I'm sorry that I am not young , vibrant or married. I think I could just not go to church and no one would even miss me.
The only places I do feel that I belong are home and DUP meetings. Home because it is my place, I have family here and I can be myself. DUP because I can relate to older people and we have things in common like ancestors. I should not forget the golf course as a comfortable place to be because I don't have to please anyone but myself.
Well I'm done. Now to send my thoughts into outer cyberspace or who knows where.